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Jun 18, 2005
Unless u have been stuck on Mars without broadband internet (I pity you.Seriously [Ok...Apple Computer-inspired]) you would have known that I have flown here and there and everywhere like no one's business! Can't believe myself. Extremely tired.
Okay...going frm 1 C to another C...I'm telling you that Connor's the one...okay...sure...there was that guy that I flirted with (UCLA man....I just HAD to give him that eyelash flutter!) and i met (not one) but TWO lawyers...in an Aston Martin, with sunglasses...had to chat them up...then there was the cute guy at Dean's...then there was the guy at the ATC place...oh god. He has a bank account in Zurich. Irresistable. There's more really..
Okay I am going off to the house...am at a 'beetroot's house...she wants to use the computer see you later!
Posted at 08:10 am by SkyeDevlin
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Mar 22, 2005
Aha...last night I went out with C and hell, was he nice...but of course that evil side of me came out and not before long I had flirted with all the guys in that place! Haha...evil totally evil man. But later he was all nice and mushy and I sort of ignored everyone else....yeah I know e-v-i-l! But hey, that's just me and if you can't handle it just go all dumb and blonde and nice and Hilary Duffy...I don't care basically!
So anyways, of course I went on a shopping spree today. Well, I probably needed a new bag and a new pair of stilettos and hell, an outfit for the party! Hell am I excited. I'm just trying to wait until the big bash. Seriously not able to wait. It's a surprise, my outfit. C will love it.
And to be honest all I want to do at the party is flirt. It's uncontrollable. I just have to...but hey, it's an art. Cmon, don't mind me. C doesn't care. I mean, I wouldn't give three separate fucks abt him flirting with anyone else.
I'm sleepy. All I know now is "Yeah made me feel like the one, feel like the one, the one" from the song Dakota by Stereophonics. I can't take it anymore. I need C. Call him, but he's asleep. If he doesn't get enough sleep I'll have a boyfriend with eyebags. 1 word: urgh.
He'll wake up all cute and scruffy possibly and I'll call him and force him to wear the new Burberry polo shirt I got him. And he said he liked the Boss in Motion perfume...makes me happy...anyways real tired...later...
Posted at 09:43 am by SkyeDevlin
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Mar 21, 2005
I'm not trying to be cocky. But I'm quite pretty and it's useful. *Slinky smile* Very useful. But it's annoying. I mean, I feel sorry for C, he has to think about maybe that I'm flirting with other guys and it's probably killing him. And when I'm with him I can't lie. It's amazingly hard. Maybe because he's honest. He's the sweet type. He's not the chilling type. Not the Jake type or the E type...(my two best friends just happen to be my ex boyfriends) And when I cuddle up to him he probably knows that maybe I'm not being honest or something. I know he probably should feel great that he's finally become my boyfriend. People hate him because of me. It's not my fault that I was born like this. It's not my fault. And C joked to me "Skye you misuse you're authority," and I reply "Not to use it would be misuse."
I'm such a smart aleck.
Drunk people scare me. Honest. Like Fred when he was drunk he'd call me and tell me all his sorrows and it was scary. I hated it. It's torture. I'm glad him and me are through. He probably just liked me cos of my looks. Hate it. Hate it.
But at least people take me seriously. They know I'm smart. They know I'm going to be successful. And they don't underestimate me. Fine.
Lee and Y are so close now it's sweet. I wish C was like Y. But then I don't. I was walking with C that time and we weren't even talking....we were just walking my hand in his and he was cuddling me just a little too tight. But I don't care...it's so complicated. I say that every time. It's one of my weaknesses. I've got so many weaknesses. People probably don't know about them. But I'll admit my mistakes and weaknesses any day. Just tell me and I'll admit it. I'm not going to go round bullshitting about it. It's me.
C is so cute. I love him. And I know that I should be lucky to have him. The gossip site refers to me as S and they make me seem like a slut. I don't know. Flirting is good for the soul. Just like how failing is good for the soul. And grieving is good for the soul. I'm just being philosophical. It's nonsensical.
I just come out an babble about C. If only he knew...................I don't want to hurt him by flirting. It's just one of those irresistable little hobbies of mine. And so what if I go rollerblading with James every weekend? Nothing changes. I'm smart enough to know my boundaries.
Let's talk shopping. Haha..well, I'm looking to raid Burberry again. In Sydney it rained on Thursday and Friday. So my coat was absolutely ruined. But I grow up without a credit limit. So I don't care. And my Hugo Boss trenchcoat looked superb in that urban area. It's amazing. And I know I normally mix my own perfume but I want to buy a bottle....I'm thinking Gucci's Envy Me or Emporio Armani's Night, but Britney Spears' Curious is amazing....and or course there's Provocative Woman by Elizabeth Arden...oh and talking about perfume I bought Hugo Boss' Boss in Motion for C. Hope he likes it...
Oh, I talked to Fred the other day. He wants me back and all that jazz but I honestly couldn't care less. So what? I told him, "You'll fall in love with me over and over and over again." See what happened? I'm always right....hahaha....cockiness...that's one of my main weaknesses....but who said it wasn't a strength?
Posted at 12:48 am by SkyeDevlin
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Mar 20, 2005
The best thing about Australia is their Maritime Museum. I wanted to stay longer but i couldn't. I don't feel like writing abt Sydney so fricking fucking fricking bored of that place...right now thinking abt 3 things
1. C
Love him.....love him.......love him........i was only thinking of him the moment i got on that plane.....and i'm still thinking abt him.........can't blive i'm so lucky to have sum1 like him......I missed him terribly....
2. Lee
Lee and her new boyfriend are so cute together they really are. It's amazing how they are so cuddly and smart and compatible. I mean, C and me are so...well...accidental..and it's just amazing...Lee seems to have known her boy for years and she's only met him a month ago. I'm jealous....it's like her and jeans...she tries one on and it fits.....So happy for her!
3. Football
Great goal for Ronaldo. Terrible performance from Utd. Liverpool won! I'm happy for them. Real won. Deep shit. Atleti lost. More shit.
Post later........
Posted at 11:05 pm by SkyeDevlin
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Mar 14, 2005
From everything you've read you probably know I'm not a catfight kinda gal. But lately ooooh, that girl Izzli is getting on my nerves I'm just waiting to pounce.
She was the one who gave out my mail address.
She's been feeding info for the Gossip Girl site.
She's been trying to get Jake but she can't hahaha so there!
She's been following Jake and I and ePic
She's been trying to be friends with Maria and Kit fucking hell u bitch they're my frends!
She keeps wearing those irritating name rings! And to make it worse I have name rings. (Of course whoever who went to that stupid gossip site probably knows this)
She keeps wearing skimpy little halters which look SO BAD on her it makes me choke.
She keeps telling everyone that I'm a slut. (So what if I fucking am??!)
She keeps deluding herself that Mikael likes her (get a life!)
She's starting to hang out where I hang out (damn her unoriginal peanut monkey brain shit fucker)
She trimmed her school skirt!
She's actually slept with Kevin making me despise him and her.
There ya go!
Posted at 12:37 am by SkyeDevlin
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Wondring where he's gone? He's gone to Little Rock, Arkansas and he's staying there forever and he barely comes online and it's making me real sad cos he's my best friend and i don't want to lose him now there are two musketeers ePic and jake maybe james could be a musketeer i don't know.....
Posted at 12:13 am by SkyeDevlin
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Mar 13, 2005
Forza Atleti! Glory Glory Man Utd!
Glory Glory Man United, and the Reds go marching on!
We CRUSHED Soton! Not that I'm not sympathizing with them poor Saints, but this time, hoho, I got the FUCKING UTMOST DAMN SATISFACTION GOD I AM FREACKIN HAPPY! Blasting them 4-0 was just the PERFECT thing I needed.
Paul Scholes, he scores goals galore, Paul Scholes, he scores goals!
And of course Ruud wasn't sharp enough yet, but freaking hell was he a good player, and Ronaldo got a supreme goal and Rooney, Rooney, was SUPERB dammit! And Scholesy man that dude is Brilliant and Keane, oh Keane, he's AMAZING!
Forza Atleti!
Torres scored and sent Valencia packing. Torres had this weird spikey hairstyle and since Ibagaza and Salva were missing (mysterious huh? actually injury and suspension) so Jorge came in, Perea, Nunez and Torres got injured. But still...WHO cares?? We won!
Grazie Juve! Gracias Getafe!
Of course Las Mierdas lost again! uhuh, oh yeah, uhuh, oh yeah,...
Post later abt my love life....
Posted at 10:22 pm by SkyeDevlin
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Feb 23, 2005
Pain hurts, but somehow there's a light somewhere!
God fucking hell don't wanna think bout football until Atleti's next match...........am I sad? Yes....sad sad sad...
C and me. Forever and ever? Don't know, but there's something going on...I'll post later...when our date is over......
Posted at 10:51 pm by SkyeDevlin
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Feb 22, 2005
A lil piece of poetry I found...
Kill me.
But I'm not dying.
Tear at me with your claws.
And watch me bleed.
I wish I could die.
But I can't.
It's a wound that will not heal.
But will not kill.
That's how I feel following Atleti's loss to Villareal. That's how I felt after the Fred thing. That's how I feel now.
Posted at 02:12 am by SkyeDevlin
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Feb 20, 2005
Someone texted me. And it wasn't the Musketeers. Remember I only give my number out to them? Well, it wasn't them.
Remember the time we sat in spring? miss me? you're beautiful...i was just there...
I am freaking out! My number never gets out, and I like it that way. How dare this idiot upset the karma of my life? URGH.
Posted at 05:29 pm by SkyeDevlin
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Skye Devlin is also known as Ev or S or Illusion
Also known as me
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